One year later.
The name on my shoe might have disappeared a bit, my good quality camera might have broken but I still remember being here at the shore one year ago falling in love with you, Jack. I remember the late night texting, the day dreaming, my family making jokes about my giggling whenever someone mentioned your name and I surely remember all the “i love you’s”. I remember how you were only 136 miles away from me, those are now 10426. Sometimes I wonder how the hell you still put up with me but i’m glad you do. You’re not just my boyfriend, you’re my best friend, someone I can always fall back on. We have had our hard times, our ups and downs but somehow we’ve always managed to stick together because love isn’t always easy. Love hurts, distance hurts and people hurt people, that’s something we both have done in the past. But we just have to find the people who are worth hurting for and you are most definitely one of those people. I’d go through hell and back for you, pancake. Being here brings back a lot of memories and they make me fall in love with you all over again.
I love you.